Hey Ya'll!  This is my first entry!  I'm kinda new at this and dont really know what to type so bare with me. 

       Well, my life is kinda touch and go.  One day I'm happy and I think everything is gonna work out , and then the next I feel like the world is crashing down around me.  But, ya know, I think everybody has days like that so I don't feel so bad. 

      Well anyways, Im a little tired this morning.  I had a series of weird dreams last night.  I woke up from one of them at about 2 am and couldnt get back to sleep for what seemed like forever.  Then when I finally dozed back off, my fiance Chris, became restless, and kept me up for the rest of the night.

        Chris is great though.  I am 100% sure he is the man I've been waiting for all my life.  Sure, we have our problems, but for the most part, our relationship is awesome. 

       Well anyways, I'm gonna end this for now, because Chris will be home soon and I haven't done one single thing today .  I will post more about myself later.  Ta Ta For Now!

Hey girl, I just got done reading your journal. Thanks you mad me cry on the one about bubba.Thats ok I am going to tell you the same thing i told sissy. I miss him too but you are not going to be able to go day to day if you sit around and think of him the bad way. Just think of him as happy and how you knew him before it happened. Think of his kids and family. Just look at them and you have bubba. Dont sit there and worry if he is ok and happy. Know that he is happy and he misses us but he get the chance of a lifetime. He gets to be happy with momma and grandma and grandpa. he went most of his life wanting that and he finally has it. Donot worry about him just be happy he dont want you to sit there and be sad about him. It dont do any good anyways.lol well im gonna go for now. Ill keep up with it.

Love you,

Tanya